Sunday, April 24, 2011

Hi

Okay, so I admit it. Yes, I've been busy, and yes, I'm lazy, but that's not it. I've just been avoiding a Beltane post. It's one of my least favorite sabbats. It just reminds me of the fertility that I do not possess. It makes me long for the child I will never hold, and all that happy horseshit I don't want to talk about right now. I am avoiding it. I will be back after spring is over. @#$@!!!

1 comment:

Dreaming of Jeanie said...

Oh my. I'm so sorry. HUGS!! Can't wait for your return, and remember to take a minute for yourself amongst the chaos. Light a yummy smelling candle and breath. Blessings!